There was a time in my life when i experienced what its like to be successful,
it was as easy as breathing,getting to the top of whatever i undertook,
now,it seems the sun has turned its face away from me,
success has become a thing of the past,
and life has turned into a constant struggle for survival as i watch my age mates,
get to the top,easy as pie,
while i,i look after them longingly....knowing that i once tasted,the sweet taste of success.
but now no more.it seems:-(
Its taking a toll on me,sleepless nights,disturbed sleep whenever i do get a little sleep,
its horrible this feeling,i feel deserted and let down,by myself and by God,
the only recourse to me now,seems to be to get someone to help me along,
so that if things get worse like they always seem to do these days,
i will have someone to turn to,who will hopefully not let me down.
in the meantime a glass of something,something strong might help me forget my trouble for now.
I wrote this at a really low moment in my life.Things are better now,success doesn't seem to be that far off and the sun has shone its face on me again.There is a God after all,and I think i also found that special someone as well,but as always with matters of the heart only time can tell.The point I'm trying to make is for you to trust in god and yourself and you can get through anything.Also everyone has their time and yours will come.
I remain yours truly,
Mwara.
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